Post-Book Trilogy Depression

Hey all!
So I haven't quite decided what I want to do with this blog... If it will be just Disney stuff... or everything and anything... But for this post, I am leaning  toward the latter ;) I just need someone to talk to!! Someone who won't be able to judge me for this post. ;) So here we go!

I recently finished a book trilogy... and now I am in the post-book depression we all love. *grr*. I hate it ha. I love reading awesome books... but I can't stand feeling the emptiness that comes after finishing them.  They were amazing books. I could read them over and over again.. They were amazing. I don't know about sharing which books they were.. because they have a certain ...stereotype... about them. I will think about it though.

Anyway... So these books... I loved them so much. And not in the way I think  know they were written. I enjoyed the literature. The story line was so fantastically written. I am getting goosebumps right now, thinking of the book. I just can't express how much I loved it. Ok. I think I will tell you which series. ... Fifty Shades. That series. Yes. I know. I hated all of the sex part, in fact, I completely skipped over it. It does not appeal to me at all. I finished the series in two days. I could not put it down! I could not believe how amazingly well this was written. I was sent on a freaking emotional roller coaster. I still am on this roller coaster. I have to repeat in my head, "It's not real. It was a book. Christian Grey is not real". *argh*.  I want to go curl up on my bed and cry.

Right now, I am listening to the music that was mentioned in the books... and it is so...calming. I love the classical pieces the most. I could listen to it all day. In fact, I might. I don't want to do anything today. I just want to go back to the world of Christian and Ana. I don't know what to do to keep myself busy.. All my friends are doing their own thing today. *gah*. I feel very alone right now.  What is wrong with me. I am starting to freaking cry .. Oh my heavens. This is worse than a break up. I suppose in it's own way, it is a break up. *ugh*

Normally, on a Saturday, such as this, I go shopping with family, and play video games with my brother and nephew. But, turns out, they have lives too! *grr*. They are at one of my brother's friend's house having a TV-show marathon. (I don't know which one). So.. Here I am, home alone... The dogs outside playing... And I have nothing to do. Except write to you lovely people... and ... and hopefully get some sort of closure. It has been so long since I have finished a series that has affected me this way... I think the last one was Harry Potter. Please, stifle the giggles. But, it's true. Harry Potter was my childhood. I had a similar experience after reading the last book, and again after the last movie.

I wish I had someone to talk to about this.. Not that I don't appreciate you lovely people... It's just... I can't have a conversation with you. I can't talk to my sisters about this.. We aren't that close. And I can't talk to my mom about it.. That's just... NO. Will not happen. And my bestie, who I am closer to than my sisters...well, she can't do anything until later. I am simply alone. Which I hate. I don't know what I am going to do! If I were a runner... I'd go for a run. Maybe I'll go for a drive. That sounds nice.. Just go and not look back! just kidding. I'll be back eventually.. but I have got to get out of this house.


Thanks for listening to me mope!
I'm going for a drive... So...

Laters baby.

~Meggie